"I really hope its not real..." Even if it wasn't a memory of his own, thinking that anyone would have to live through something like that made his body shake.

"I mean does it really matter if it is? So what if I lived it..that's the past right? So we shouldn't have to think about it anymore. Why is it coming back to haunt us now?"

Perhaps that was what really upset him the most. Was he supposed to uproot the good life he had right now because the him of a few hundred years ago had a rough time? That didn't seem fair..