Lisa laughs at her over-reach, shaking her head slightly. "Ah, my bad. And hey, there's something to be said for that, too. It gives you a little more... vision, I guess I'd call it? Sounds like it would have been fun." She glances at the wall, in what she's pretty sure is the direction of the college, letting out a breath. "It's a lot to keep up with, but it makes me happy, you know?" she eventually continues. "I wanna know what the hell I'm doing, but I don't wanna compose by numbers and turn my songs into modern pop music you could write from a textbook. It just doesn't feel alive the same way."