"Not that I am aware of, but my memories are incomplete."
He would also like to- He sighed and rubbed a hand over his face. "Though I do feel the need to point out that this is me not being enough - or good enough at controlling my feelings - for you. I am not rejecting you for having the need to start with." He hadn't even said he wouldn't listen. He said that he didn't know what he would do next time because, yeah, that shit hurt and it was enough pain to make him want to withdraw -- or draw a line.
He doesn't expect saying that to change a damn thing, but Anakin had been clear about what he expected when they'd first started being friends, and he kind of now wonders if this is actually what Anakin meant and how he saw most of those 'rejections'. People just not being enough for him and him deciding that meant he was too hard and they left.
Instead of them not being enough and Anakin leaving them.
No one could be everything to a person, he didn't think. Or maybe they could. He didn't actually know. He just knew that he all he'd said was that he didn't know what would happen next time, and he couldn't promise to objectively listen and not be hurt by... things that hurt.
Re: Traveling Bar
He would also like to- He sighed and rubbed a hand over his face. "Though I do feel the need to point out that this is me not being enough - or good enough at controlling my feelings - for you. I am not rejecting you for having the need to start with." He hadn't even said he wouldn't listen. He said that he didn't know what he would do next time because, yeah, that shit hurt and it was enough pain to make him want to withdraw -- or draw a line.
He doesn't expect saying that to change a damn thing, but Anakin had been clear about what he expected when they'd first started being friends, and he kind of now wonders if this is actually what Anakin meant and how he saw most of those 'rejections'. People just not being enough for him and him deciding that meant he was too hard and they left.
Instead of them not being enough and Anakin leaving them.
No one could be everything to a person, he didn't think. Or maybe they could. He didn't actually know. He just knew that he all he'd said was that he didn't know what would happen next time, and he couldn't promise to objectively listen and not be hurt by... things that hurt.
He wished he could.
But he couldn't.